... and now, for a more positive post!

Things haven't been particularly easy for me lately ... I think that's been pretty clear. But now that I've seen how quickly something can just end ... I think now it's time to really start living. I'm not going to have lasting fights over stupid things. I'm not going to spend a day sitting at home knowing that there's better things I could be doing and then not doing them. I am going to thank God that my BFF Lana is safe and sound every day. I have always been a pessimist ... but I think it's time to give optimism a try. It will be difficult at first ... but I need to be tougher, like Lana. She is the strongest person I know right now, and I admire that. I need to start looking on the bright side again. I need to spend less time on myself and more time with others and being helpful and putting myself out there. Yes, that's what I'll do, and since I can't think of anything else to say and I am terrible at closing, I will leave it at that.